After having a significant amount of time spent in the Internet, I realized that it isn’t really a perfect escape from reality, or a place where you can be a god. Even in the Internet, you’re still a human being. Imperfect, yet still having potential for awesomeness. The Internet is like that as well. The Internet is not as great as Heaven, that place where one can find eternal and true happiness, but it can be a breeding ground for good things.
Still, I think my parents had a good point when they didn’t let me use the Internet as freely as I do today when I was a child. And they definitely had a good point for them watching over the stuff I watch on television. Kids are innocent little beings unless somebody else out there decides to corrupt them (Oh, and abandonment is one way to corrupt them, by the way). Again, remember that they’re humans.
Oh wait, where am I going now? I was supposed to talk about the Internet and try to inspire you people along the way…Get back on track, you crazy bear…
Yeah, the Internet. Have a powerful-enough computer and enough smarts in your brain, and you now have access to a place which can make you or break you. Right now, it’s a Hell filled with demons who hide behind masks and would do anything to make any surfer’s day miserable just for the sake of doing it or because they’re incorrigible pieces of crap already…which is probably the viewpoint of those so damaged by the dark side of the Internet. People in despair are really concerning, and we really shouldn’t leave them wallowing there, you know. What, we should just leave them alone ’cause we may get infected by despair? And it’s their fault? Sure, trying to be around despairing people would probably lead them to pushing us away ’cause they’re probably stuck believing that we’ll only cause despair for them, but when a person despairs, they want hope but can’t find it or, in other words, pretty much blinded by despair. And sure, maybe they have fault in getting themselves in despair, but do you really think they don’t have potential for awesomeness? At times, we tend to forget people having potential for awesomeness, you know. And leaving despairing people wallowing in despair doesn’t really increase hope. It pretty much accelerates the increase in despair, though, ’cause they’ll feel like venting out their despair on other people, especially the ones close to them. And then we get a worse situation.
Alright, I was gonna talk about the Internet, but then I talked about hope and despair and stuff…Oh, freaking nuts, I feel like I became a noisier version of Makoto Naegi…
But hey, think about this, nutshellcrackers who really like surfing the Net: Do you really think you’ve escaped reality and entered some perfect dimension when you’ve stepped into the Internet? For me, trying to find and build actual friendships in the Internet feels easier than doing so face-to-face, and I feel like the success back then and my stupidity mixed and became a factor behind my Internet addiction. But then, I realized that I’ve never left reality after some spending a significant amount of time there. I needed to go to school, I needed to care for my family, I needed to maintain my friendships properly, I needed to keep my body fit enough to use the Internet and do other things, and my Internet addiction kept me from fulfilling those needs properly. The imperfection of humans is a part of reality, and reality gave me another wake-up slap.
Speaking of the imperfection of humans, the Internet isn’t really a place where you can forget all the bad stuff happening outside it. The Internet is a part of reality, and all those news spreading in the Internet, specifically those news about all those heinous crimes happening out there, proves that the Internet is a part of reality. The Internet we all know isn’t Heaven. It’s reality. Bad stuff exists there, and they’re out and about to bring down all the good stuff. Anyone who has spent enough time in the Internet should already know about that.
But at the same time, good stuff can exist in the Internet. I may have become addicted to it, but it’s not like I never gained anything good from it. I’ve made close friends there (and I really want to meet up with them in person someday), there are people who–although imperfect–have highly developed awesomeness, so many more inspiring news and stuff, and I can see them all clearly as long as I don’t spend too much time on the Internet. We don’t escape reality when we step into the Net, but it’s not like reality is as hellish as many of us think. Seeing the truly good things in the Internet inspires me to spread more goodness to the world, and now, thanks to all those good things and so many other good things outside the Internet, seeing bad things–even though they still sting–motivates me to do good things more! If the Internet didn’t have any potential for awesomeness, I definitely won’t be here to post this piece of writing.
And now, I’d like to share something that I thought of, something that inspired me to write this post even more. There’s this popular Japanese shoot-em-up game (well, in the Internet, at least) called Touhou, and I guess one of the things that makes it well known is the frequent presence of difficult bullet patterns. And as for the story plots and details in each game in general in the Windows Era, there’s someone causing an mess, the player character goes out to stop it, battles are done non-lethally (Really, it’s canon despite all the pichuuns and flashy explosions that happen upon defeats there, and it’s part of the Gensokyo Danmaku Battle rules, go look those up), the antagonist is stopped, and then there’s tea time after all the battling. Now, that pretty much reminded me of life, and that also reminded me of how I’d like to deal with conflicts with other people. Sure, I would fail in the face of all those difficult challenges that are like all those crazy danmaku patterns at times, but if I practice and practice and practice, I’d surely be able to get past them! And even if I end up in conflict with someone, I’d still like to form friendships with them. Sure, we may not be perfect, but hey, having no real friends is harder than having one real friend. If a person you made a friendship with starts a mess again, fight them, but not without ruining their existence and your friendship with them. Keep it non-lethal. And fight with the help of your brain as well. Surprise them. Show them the weaknesses of the bad stuff they throw at you. Learn from your failures. Know where the bullets go and how they flow. At first, they will be challenging, and there will definitely be times when you’ll have to have optimism and guess your way through or else you’ll get wiped out if you don’t think quickly and optimistically enough. And through it all, try to build a friendship with them. Of course, violence doesn’t really build friendship that well. Keep the fighting non-lethal! We need to solve problems, not make them worse! People are potential enemies, yeah, but at the same time, they are potential friends. Really, what sort of people do you want to be near you in your life? Enemies or friends?
Now, where did I fly off to this time…? Oh yeah, I’m in Friendship Land right now. It’s a really nice place! We should hang out there, nutshellcrackers! FRIENDSHIP FOR THE WIN! YEEEEEEAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
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