Seriously, to all fiction enthusiasts, I hope that you keep this in mind:
Fiction IS NOT MEANT to be something that makes decisions for you.
Fiction IS MEANT to be something that inspires you to do something good.
A plot development IS NOT MEANT to be a total dictator of your feelings.
A plot development IS MEANT to be an opportunity to learn a life lesson.
A character IS NOT you.
A character IS someone who you can learn a life lesson from.